But instead of slamming the receiver down, she pressed it tightly to her ear, as if her physical being was acting in direct disobedience to the demands of her brain. She said, "Yes, Howie, it's me." You sound funny," Howard's voice came over the wire. "Are you all right?" I'm fine, just fine," she replied. "Where are you, Howie?" Still in Monterey." His tone lost its momentary concern, and became edged with excitement and eagerness. "Honey, are you sitting down? I've got some news that's going to shock the pants right off of you." He laughed with boyish verve.I've got some news that will do the same for you, Howie, Cindy thought. But I'll never tell it to you. I hate you, and yet l still love you, too... I love you too much to tell you about your boss Ralph Taylor, and about Steve Samuels, and about that dog... She said only, "What is it, Howie? What news do you have?" Well, hang onto the telephone," said Howard enthusiastically, his words jumbling together in his excitement. "I met. I've always heard people say that kids are resilient, but I'm not a big believer of that piece of shit theory. Sorry, but cliches like that piss me off. It's like the one that goes "money can't buy you happiness," but it sure makes being miserable easier, doesn't it?Kids don't deal with loss the way adults do. They can't process their feelings, so they put their pain away for later, burying it deep within them until it eventually it bubbles to the surface.In any case, they seem to be doing alright for now. I just hope that there are no long-term emotional issues they'll have to face; although I expect it.The reason I'm putting pen to paper about all of this is two-fold. First, my therapist suggested it. He called it a 'project' to help me work my feelings out about things. Whatever, I will give it a shot.And for my kids, not just for me. I need to be whole for them.In losing Anita, I seem to have also lost myself. I mean, I'm a proud guy. I've always been the one others call when they.
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